Tuesday, May 29, 2012

همین عشق های کوچک

می‌گوید
زندگی‌ را
همین عشقهای
کوچک می‌سازد.
منظورش از کوچک،
کوتاه است. زمان بیهوده
عقربه‌ها را خسته می‌کند.پس از
اینهمه سال او هیچ عوض نشده است.
اما من همچنان صدای زنگ ستاره‌ها را می‌شنوم
حتا حالا که دیگر به رویم نمیخندد و برای خودش شنل قاقم دوخته است!

Tuesday, May 22, 2012

Miscommunication

He said: قلبي من كل أحبك "
أنت أجمل امرأة على وجه الأرض.
أريد أن أعيش معك طوال حياتي."
Oh, I felt I loved him so much.
He was the most handsome man I had ever seen.
I wished I could spend the rest of my life with him.
I replied: "I don’t understand Arabic. I'm a Persian."
Did I miss anything?

Saturday, May 19, 2012

Ultimatum

This is no war. But
You crucify yourself
Then call it a crucifix
And leave me no option
But to defend my faith.

I am such an Antigone
Apt to create such tragedies
Even Sophocles cannot think of.
The dead belong to the earth
The alive to me.

This is not a reason if it is spring
And all sparrows chirp chirp
Leaf by leaf of their tree.
Today is the last day of Spring;
What’s your excuse tomorrow?

The fruit of patience
Is sweet to Shams
But I am no Rumi.
One more drop of your negligence
And the cup will overflow.

One of these days
You are going to hear
The favorite caesura
I rarely ever use in poetry:
Damn you.

Monday, May 7, 2012

The Lady in Wig

Lines composed today
after I met this lady in wig

She wears her copper wig
And walks up the Harlem hill
In pain and bright colored clothes
Enters the subway station
One step at a time alone
And knows how to catch
The train of her thoughts
When memories rush.

No one taught her, her first words.
She learned from streets
How to get home from work
When she was only a teenager
And the night was howling cold
And home was a place as cold
With a drunkard stepfather
Who was kind enough to rape her
No more than once a year.

She never went to school to learn
How to be a single mother
How to raise a first generation
College kid; How to pay the bills
--Schools teach about life, not life--
But these spaces at the mall
Where shoppers pee and shop spree
Are spick and span after she leaves.

Each day she rises before the sun
In the tanned tone she was born
With her clear mind
She sets the alarm for her son
Wears her wig and climbs the hill
Takes a deep breath at every step
And smiles.





Friday, May 4, 2012

Elixir of Forgetfulness

I stop being a Pavlov Dog
To the sceneries of Westchester
Not to remember
What I do not wish to remember

Such magic herb!
Such elixir of forgetfulness
To wipe the hippocampus
Of unwanted memories!

What waste!
What price is the moment
One pays for a desired future
Once wished in another foolish past!

I live in the moment
Like I have always had
A bowl of mixed fruit and a Chai tea
In the corner of the library

And all that has challenged me in life
Has been a paper to finish.
Could I breathe with peace?
Could I write? Could I be?
Without poetry?

Thursday, May 3, 2012

تکرار

تکرار پله ها و ستونهای
اکادمی نا افلاطونی
حیات دانشگاه
ظهر آفتابی پاییزی
سایه‌ای بر شکم
پشت به آفتاب
بارور می‌کند
زمین را
از بذر افکار
شاخه شاخه نور
تجزیه می‌کند
تاریکی‌ را
خوشه خوشه شعر
رهایی میبخشدش
از تکرار

Wednesday, May 2, 2012

Letter 2

How hard it was to learn
To spend the night without

The pillow of your arm without
Your leg touching mine without

Your breaths rhyming me a lullaby
How soon I learned to sleep without …

How terribly I miss those
Terrible nights of Avonex  

When you were burning with fever
And I spent the night between

The bedroom and the bathroom
To keep the hand towel wet.

Tell me are you well?
Do you remember?

Do you not miss my hair in the tub
My notes and books all over the floor?

Are you still angry at the credit card debts
At my foolish shopping at Target and Kohl’s?

And at the telephone bills for
Talking with my mom in Tehran?

Do you still think your mom
Was a better cook than I was?

Tell me! Do you miss me
Sometimes? You forgot?

زنی به نام شعر

میگويند
متوسط نداریم
شعر یا خوب است یا بد
من آن شعر بد

پرم از سؤ استعاره
تشبیهات هروله
ایهام، ابهام، کنایه
تضاد و تناقض
عنوانم سؤ تفاهم

پشت سرم
قصه های خلق بیکاره
متهم ردیف اولم کرده
به گناه ناکرده
چون زنم
یا قدیسم یا بد کاره

بخوان مرا
تفسیرم کن
دوباره
ادراکی مستقل
که بگویند